coffeesnob318 | Weird song obsession

In case this post sounds pointless - it's not. It's serving the purpose of heavy duty noveling and grading procrastination, because I'm really not in the mood to do either. This weekend kicked my ass in so many ways - some good, some bad - and I'm not ready to process that either.

Also, I'm not sure my stomach is feeling all that well. Not that that should keep me from doing any of the aforementioned avoidables. It should, however, keep me from eating these egg rolls. But it's not.

I don't generally consider myself a Lifehouse fan, but I am so obsessed with this song right now. I've listened to it about fifty times, and I just can't get tired of it. It's where I am. I'm going to go to my happy place and assume they're talking to God, because that's how I'm taking it.

I'm finding my way back to sanity, again
Though I don't really know what
I am gonna do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back in the arms of grace

I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I am looking past the shadows
In my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God, which one's you?
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me waiting
For the scraps to fall
Off your table to the ground
I just want to be here now