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MeMaw died yesterday afternoon. She had been in hospice only a little while, so it was expected, but it still happened fast.
I am sad when anyone close dies, but I'm a bit soul sick this time. There's so much of her that is a part of me - so much influence and so much that I've learned from her - that it seems not quite right that it lives on without her. I may not be handling this well. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to be handling it, but I don't think I'm doing it right. I'm jumbled up.
The funeral is Friday at 2:00, so Tammy and Matt and I are driving up together.
I am sad when anyone close dies, but I'm a bit soul sick this time. There's so much of her that is a part of me - so much influence and so much that I've learned from her - that it seems not quite right that it lives on without her. I may not be handling this well. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to be handling it, but I don't think I'm doing it right. I'm jumbled up.
The funeral is Friday at 2:00, so Tammy and Matt and I are driving up together.
