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The first week of school went by quickly and without incident. It also went by without interest, so I will move on.

I have learned one thing so far with my New Year's Resolution. Meaning to be restful and actually being restful are two different things. I put up a calendar in my office to keep track of how I'm doing with my vitality month, and yesterday I realized that the answer is "not so well." It takes such simple things to restore me. I think that, because they're both simple and things that I love to do, I just assumed that remembering to incorporate them into my days would be easy. It turns out that, unless I plan them into my schedule, they don't really get done. Not as regular habits, anyway.

This weekend has been awesome. I had people over for a Scentsy party on Friday night, and I made dinner. We spent most of the evening talking. I have spent the rest of the weekend basking in my cleaner living room, watching the third season of Lost, eating leftovers from the week, reading things that require no attention span (Bad Marie, Little Tales of Misogyny, and a collection of short essays written by women about exes entitled What Was I Thinking?, just to balance things out), and sleeping. I went out for a little while to celebrate a friend's birthday last night, but other than that I have not left the house. It was just the sort of weekend I needed.

I haven't decided if I've given up on sending out cards. I can't really call them holiday cards any more. Unless the holiday I mean is Valentines Day. It's one of those things that I want to do, but other things seem to keep taking priority. I am in desperate need of simplifying my life. I find lists on how to do so inspiring. Ironically, they're mostly lists of more things to do when the logical key to simplicity is to do fewer things. I purposely forsook one of my daily resolutions for the month today (clean a little every day), and I feel just glorious about it. Perhaps it's just as important to know when to take a break from a good habit as it is to develop it.
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New Year's Resolution time! I don't want to do anything that puts a lofty numerical goal on me, because while the Six Lists of One Hundred Things resolution from this year was successful in many ways (overwhelmingly so, in my view), I did not fulfill even one of those lists to a hundred. And the last few years have been like that. I will find at the end of the year that, although I've accomplished/learned much, I will have failed on a technicality. So this year, I'm taking away some of the technicalities, because I don't really work like that anyway. I'm leaving room for the goals to breathe - to expand and contract as necessary throughout the process.

So, I read The Happiness Project (Gretchen Rubin), and I liked it. And as I happened to read it around the time I started pondering what my New Year's Resolutions were going to be this year, it played an integral role. In the section on getting started, she said, "I had everything I could possibly want - yet I was failing to appreciate it." Well, I may not have everything I want, but that's no excuse. I'm still woefully slack in appreciating what I do have. So my resolution this year is to take on my own sort of Happiness Project. I'm even stealing the title. It's not that I'm particularly unhappy (although I could definitely list a few areas of my life where I could stand to be happier - couldn't we all?), but I am restless and dissatisfied (even more so than usual). I would like to spend the year tunneling out of that, or at least putting it to good use.

I identified eleven areas where I see a need for improvement, giving me a month to jumpstart each one (and December to practice all of them). I haven't thought through all of them yet, so I will just post at the first of each month to detail the additions of the month (you know you're excited).

January: Vitality

I borrowed her first month, because vitality seems essential to all other goals. So in January, I'm going to focus on this relaxation-action dialectic and see if I can't find some sort of balance between the two. I started by asking myself when I can remember feeling the most relaxed and when I can remember feeling the most energized. The answer to both questions was the same - the vacation to Cape Cod. In looking back at my writing that week, I found several key elements on which I usually don't focus in my everyday life - cooking (or, more specifically, eating) foods made from wholesome ingredients, sharing drawn-out meals (and perhaps a bottle or two of wine) with people, reading, writing, being outside, having an uncluttered living space, seeing new places, praying. So my vitality goals to start in January are as follows:

1. Eat more vegan meals. I know that this is not everyone's ideal diet, but one thing I learned this past year is that it's the diet that gives me the most energy. I am not at the place yet where I am committed to go full vegan, but I want to be more mindful of how I fuel my body.

2. Do something to unclutter my living space every day. Whether this means loading things into the dishwasher or putting away clothes/shoes or organizing CDs or adding things to the Goodwill pile, I have a few minutes a day to spend on where I live. I'm currently relishing the tail-end of my luxurious two weeks off. Some of these days have been productive. And some days, I have sat in front of the television and watched the first season of Lost. And I feel rested and energized. Rome was not built in a day, and my messy apartment will not become suddenly spotless in one day either. I've tried several methods before, but I think that this one is more practical for me.

3. Have someone over to dinner at least once a week. This was my favorite part of every day at Cape Cod - the evening meal. We would sight-see or lounge all day, but then we would gather for a meal and sit around and talk. I miss doing this. Besides, having people over will give me a little extra incentive to stick to my uncluttering. I definitely tidy up for company.

4. Read something. Write something. I'm simply more focused when I'm exercising my mind, and these are the primary ways that I enjoy doing it. I would like to read and write something every day, but I'm not going to be a stickler about it. More specifically, this year I'd like to re-read at least one book I have loved (Starting with the book of Isaiah in January. The Chronicles of Narnia, The Stand, Crime and Punishment, and The Eye of the World are a few others that spring to mind) per month and finish my Fishbowl story.

5. Take at least one long walk a week. I define a long walk as anything that takes me more than half an hour.

6. I would like to visit a new place every month. My budget won't allow for that visit always to be out of town, but there are plenty of places nearby that I haven't seen. There are B&B's I can't recommend because I haven't stayed there and wineries I haven't toured. I think it's time to explore them.

Prayer is vital. I want to have a month to focus solely on prayer, so that will lead us into February.
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At the beginning of the year, I planned to complete six lists of one hundred items each. Although I didn't complete any of the lists, I consider the year a success. Well, I don't know that I didn't complete any of them. I actually just stopped counting; it was more of a distraction from the experience than anything useful.

1. Read 100 books that I've never read before.
2. Make 100 improvements to my apartment.
3. Run 100 miles.
4. Have 100 firsts.
5. Update my lj 100 times.
6. Try 100 new recipes.

I've learned some things:

I love me some butternut squash. All my favorite recipes this year included butternut squash. I think my top favorite was the first way I tried it - simply roasted and served with a mustard vinaigrette.

I haven't updated the lj as much as I wanted, but I lurked. You are all an important part of my life.

Running a marathon takes much more discipline than I expected it to take. It takes more discipline than I currently have. I want the kind of discipine it takes to train that hard.

I love feeding people. I get a little insane about an hour before people come over, but I love it. I like creating the dishes, and I like watching people enjoy them. I wonder how I would like culinary school. Maybe I'll take a few cooking classes this next year.

Cake can't taste like eggs if you don't use them to make it.

It's going to take way more than a year to get my apartment the way I want it.

I don't like feeling obligated to try new things. It's exhausting.

Just because someone loves something I love doesn't mean that I will enjoy reading his or her book about it. Especially if he or she is a twit.

I make a mean pie. I also make a mean cookie. That is, I make a mean pie and cookie with Maggie helping.

New favorite books - food memoirs.

Tomorrow, I'll post a new resolution post. I hope all of you are having a good week.

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Jan. 3rd, 2008 09:21 am
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Nothing says good morning like some goal-setting. Here are my resolutions for the year.

1. Reading - 75 books this year.
2. Edit novelette written during NaNoWriMo so that it's send-off-able and send it somewhere. I have no expectations that anything will come of it, but I want the experience of the process.
3. Break this rut. Try something new. I don't know what. I know that I would like it to be a boyfriend, but I'm a little picky to be willing to obtain a boy just to fulfill a resolution. It just seems these days (perhaps even more apparent during the holidays) that everything I do is something I've done before, just with different cast members. I want something new. I just don't know what it is yet. I'll keep you posted. Be sure to stay on the edge of your seat.
4. Run a 5K. I want to run a marathon by the time I'm 40, so this is a mini-goal to send me along that way.

What are some of your short-term goals?

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